Assignment #1 - Stacy's favorite girly thing is White satin bikini/hi-cut panties

I will be writing about my favorite piece of women's clothing which is my mom's white satin bikini (you could also say hi-cut) underwear. They have a full cut behind and it has lace on the edges, on the front, to make it extra feminine.

One of the reasons I love this pair is because this is the first pair, and actually the only pair, that I have worn out in public. I was around 12 or 13 years old. I had stayed home from school that day because I was mildly sick. However, my mom needed to go to the mall so she took me. I don't remember getting the panties and putting them on but I do remember that I just wore panties underneath my jeans (I thought about putting the panties on then putting on a pair of my normal underwear, just as a safety precaution). I remember walking in to Sears and noticing how great the satin felt against my behind. I couldn't believe that this is what my mom and other women get to feel everyday. We then went up the escalator and at the top we passed some middle-aged women. I then began to think how these women have no clue that I am wearing women's panties and that excited me. It also excited me that my mom didn't know but that she could catch me if I bended over just right. We then walked around the whole mall and I was in heaven.

Another time I wore these panties out was last year. My brother, sister and I went to the theater to see Over the Hedge.

Another reason why I love these panties is because I have never found anything like them anywhere. I have looked on online and in some stores. These panties are one of a kind. I use to wear these panties all the time. They always fit me when I was younger and today they still fit, but they are a little tight. That is why I have gone out looking for similar ones but no luck.

One other reason why I love these panties is because my mom use to wear them. Now I never saw her actually wear them, but I picked them out of her panty drawer so I assume she wore them. I believe one of the reasons why I began crossdressing was that subconsciously I wanted to be like my mom. I have always looked up to my mom, my dad [...] when I was four, and I have always wanted to be like her. When I wear these panties I feel like I am her daughter and that she had passed these panties down to me.

Usually when I get dressed up I can't do much because I still live with my family and since my mom is now disabled she is always at home. When I was younger, I would put these panties on and put some male clothes over them and walk around the house. One time, I really wanted my mom to find out that I had been wearing her panties so I actually peed in them and put them down the laundry shoot. I was hoping that she would notice wear the pee stain was and realize that a male family member had worn her bikini briefs. But she just washed them and I grabbed them when they were on the ironing table. I have actually rubbed my girl parts and squirted my girl juice into these panties, but I don't like doing it a lot. Mostly because it is hard to get them clean.

Excelent work Stacy, You deserve to get yourself a new pair and explode into them. Treat yourself!